1. Amorphous Membranes
2. Pulverized Light
3. Live Up To The Weight
4. Rot
5. Mineral Rhythm
6. Still, Not
7. How To Hold
8. Sea Lily
9. Once Was
10. Dissonant Sway Away
11. But, Still
lp/cd/dl, Klein Records, November 2025
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Youran, meaning cradle in Japanese, reflects on the uncertainties of the present moment as we persist in the vibration of possibilities.
The project was conceived when Joachim Badenhorst composed music for a new ensemble, with musicians coming from different backgrounds collaborating in unusual settings.
Youran came together for a first concert of three hours in July 2023 at a former Margarine Factory in Rotterdam organized by the North Sea Round Town festival. The compositions were loosely interpereted by the group, making use of unique sonic qualities of the grease-infused industrial space.
The following summer, Youran played another three hour long concert for NSRT, in Laurenskerk, a medievel church in the center of Rotterdam. Musicians walked amongst the audience, engaging with the expansive cathedral like reverb, while the different pipe organs were played by the church’s organist Hayo Boerema.
Joachim went on to mold an album inspirited from these performances, blending the rich and eclectic instrumentation of horns, electronics, guitars, church organ, Japanese percussions and koto to create a sound distinct from the long form live happenings. Fusing new studio material with the church recordings, he would weave together shorter songs of melancholic worlds that exist somwhere between the known and the unknown. The final mix is a collaboration between Joachim who, after arduous editing, turned the material over to Roel Snellebrand for mixing, who then passed his mix on to Rutger Zuydervelt, who processed them into decomposed compositions and made the final mix.
At once celestrial and of a dark murkiness, the project grew out of sonic explorations with grand spaces, towards an attempt to carve and hold inward space for broken down emotions, anchored by radical corrosion.
Joachim Badenhorst: clarinet, bass clarinet, tenor saxophone, voice
Alistair Payne: trumpet
Nabou Claerhout: trombone
Tsubasa Hori: Taiko, Bells, Koto
Simon Jermyn: electric guitar, electric bass
Rutger Zuydervelt: electronics
Hayo Boerema: church organ
Reviews
Chain DLK
Some records arrive fully formed; others feel like they’ve been excavated. "Youran" belongs firmly to the second category. It doesn’t present itself so much as it emerges, carrying with it the acoustics of factories, churches, and long collective breaths. Joachim Badenhorst - long established as one of the most curious and shape-shifting figures in European improvised music - uses this project not to show range (that’s a given), but to test how fragile materials behave when placed in very large rooms.
Badenhorst’s background in free jazz and composition is only the starting point here. "Youran" feels less like an ensemble album and more like a controlled experiment in resonance and trust. Musicians from radically different traditions are brought together not to blend into a smooth hybrid, but to coexist slightly uncomfortably: Japanese taiko and koto sit beside church organ, brass, electronics, electric bass, and reeds that alternately murmur, ache, or refuse to behave. The result isn’t fusion; it’s proximity.
The origin story matters, because you can hear it. These pieces were born inside spaces that don’t forgive excess. A former margarine factory soaked in grease and ghosts, a medieval church with reverb measured in geological units - both demand restraint, patience, and a willingness to let sound decay on its own terms. Badenhorst wisely doesn’t try to bottle the three-hour performances wholesale. Instead, he compresses their emotional logic into shorter forms, then hands the material to Rutger Zuydervelt for further erosion. What comes out isn’t polished; it’s worn smooth by handling.
Tracks unfold like hesitant gestures rather than statements. Horns often appear as breath before pitch, percussion as texture before rhythm. The church organ looms not as a king of instruments, but as a slow-moving weather system. Electronics don’t dominate; they corrode gently, blurring edges, softening attacks, making sure nothing feels too stable. Even when a melody briefly surfaces, it behaves like a thought you don’t quite trust yet.
There’s something quietly physical about "Youran". Despite its celestial leanings, it’s anchored in weight - of air, of architecture, of bodies moving through space. Titles like “Pulverized Light” or “Live Up To The Weight” feel less poetic than diagnostic. This is music about carrying things: memory, doubt, attention. And yes, sometimes it creaks under the load, which is part of the point.
Badenhorst has always been interested in the porous boundary between composition and erosion, but here that interest turns inward. The album doesn’t aim for transcendence; it aims for holding - holding sounds together just long enough before they fall apart. It’s serious music, but not solemn. There are moments where it feels like the ensemble is collectively shrugging and saying, “Well, this is what happens if we stand here and listen”.
"Youran" - Japanese word for “cradle” - is an apt title. Not because the music comforts, but because it rocks gently between states: live and studio, sacred and industrial, structure and collapse. It doesn’t resolve uncertainty; it suspends it, carefully, and asks you to sit with the vibration. Not a dramatic invitation, not a manifesto - more like an open space where something fragile might grow, or quietly fail, and either outcome feels honest.
